♥LoOk.ListeN.FeeL♥: .:momento kita :.

♥LoOk.ListeN.FeeL♥: .:momento kita :.: "25 . 09 . 10ikatan di hatyy ♥cincin kawen kami ♥ byy. . pagi2 byy smpai d kB, byy da kene pakai rantai yang agak girlyy kan. . heehe. . ..."

LoOk.ListeN.FeeL: kisah diri mu dan diriku

LoOk.ListeN.FeeL: kisah diri mu dan diriku: "aritu mamat tuh sebok komen picca aku, katanya i love da way u look. . ayat sempoi je kan? kepala aku dahla serabut mase tu, hmm. . . aku..."

Sayang, kau yang sempurnakanku..

Kaulah bidadari dalam hidupku
Yang selalu hadir di dalam mimpiku
Bunga yang selalu harungi hariku
Anugerah Tuhan yang sempurnakanku

Bila kau jauh
Aku selalu rindu
Bila kau ada
Hatikan berbunga

Ku akan selalu menjadi bintangmu
Menerangi gelap dan mimpimu
Aku setia di sini mengusap tangismu
Menemani sunyi di hatimu

This is what we call life..

What we need is coffee n sugar...

aku, kopi & gula..
coretan cerita,nukilan rasa,madah bicara..
ttg aty & prasaan aku,
halangan,dugaan dan ranjau yg menimpa..
sepanjang aku bergelar manusia di dunia..
suka,tawa dan duka mengenai coretan sekeping hati..
ingin ku kongsi pd dunia,
ttg fitrah diri menjadi manusia..
Kopi-pahitnya rencah hidup di dunia..
diperlukan utk menjadikan mnusia lbey kuat&sempurna..
Gula-manisnya diperlukan..
utk membuat manusia senyum sampai ke telinga,
ketawa gembira,dan bahagia tak terkata..
Kopi&Gula,dirasai olh semua manusia..
termasuk juga aku..
pahitnya perit aku telan,manisnya bahagia ku simpan..
aku merasai keduanya,utk menjadi yg lebih sempurna... =)

Physical pleasure is a sensual experience no different from pure seeing or the pure sensation with which a fine fruit fills the tongue; it is a great unending experience, which is given us, a knowing of the world, the fullness and the glory of all knowing. And not our acceptance of it is bad; the bad thing is that most people misuse and squander this experience and apply it as a stimulant at the tired spots of their lives and as distraction instead of a rallying toward exalted moments..

Pleasure is continually disappointed, reduced, deflated, in favor of strong, noble values: Truth, Death, Progress, Struggle, Joy, etc. Its victorious rival is Desire: we are always being told about Desire, never about Pleasure..

 we need coffee & sugar to produced what we call life..

 this is what will happen if we blend it together.. this is what we call life.. everyone going to through this..

me too.. kopi dan gula adalah simbolik kpd kisah kehidupan sy.. pahit dan manisnya sy telan utk menikmati rasa sebenar kehidupan.. harunginya dgn sabar dan tenang, utk menjadikan kita manusia yg lebih sempurna, matang, kuat dan mendidik kita agar lebih dewasa.. guys,minum kopi nty igt2 larh sy.. =)

0124pm

20082010

Jesse McCartney - Beautiful Soul

Sayang...
you are my BEAUTIFUL SOUL.. =)

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Yeah

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon let's try

Am I crazy for wanting you?
Maybe do you think you could want me too?
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do?
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste

I want you and your soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Ooooooo
Beautiful Soul, yeah
Oooooo, yeah
Your beautiful soul
Yeah

Jatoh Cinta Lagi..!

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength..
While loving someone deeply gives you courage... 

ilysm miss y..1436, n always will do.. 0(^o^)/

i swear i love u..u r my luv,u r my 1,u r my soul,u r my life that i lived 4..

Sayang,

They say loving you gives pains and full of sacrifices..
But i'll rather take pains and lots of sacrifices than not to be love by you...

It is just because...

To love is to risk not being loved in return.. 

To hope is to risk pain.. 

To try is to risk failure, 

but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing...

i will never give up hope syg... =)

Sayang,

mengenali awk adlh perkara terbaek yg prnah brlaku dlm idop sy..

awk mnyedarkn sy ttg ssuatu prkra..

awk mnebus semula masa yg tlh lama sy sia-siakn..

syg,terima kasih..

terima kasih krn tlh membuka pintu aty sy semula..

terima kasih krn membuat sy jatoh cinta lg..

sy tdk lg meragui aty dan prasaan sy syg..

slama nie aty sy kosong,sunyi dan suram..

kehadiran awk brjya mmenuhi ruang aty sy..

dgn awk,sy ketawa gembira,senyum bahagia dan menangis krn cmburu..

dah lme sgt sy tngglkn prasaan uh..skang sy brpeluang merasainya lg..

syg,sy ingin ditakdirkan utk mmiliki awk..

sy mncintai awk lbey dr sgalanya,tak terucp dgn kata2,

dan tak dapat dibandingkan dgn mana2 material dunia...

Sayang,

awk tawu..sy mula terpikat dgn awk hnya dgn skali pndg jew..

mulanya,sy xambil brt psl prasaan nie..bab sy igt prasaan uh

smntara jew..tp sy slp..awk bkn spt mne2 gurl len yg sy knl..

03082010,tarikh sy mula mngenali awk..xslp sy waktu uh da lwt ptg..

mula dr saat uh,sy twos gelarkn awk miss y sy..

bab sy tkot prasaan nie ketahuan olh awk or membe2 sy yg len..

malu woo..gilew pew nk gtaw owg yg sy dah jtoh cnta ngan owg yg bwu sy knl..

masa mula2 knl awk kn,sy tataw npew sy kcewa sgt..

mngkn sbb tgk status awk ngan smbody kot..

sy mmg poyo..cemburu xtntu psl,pdahal awk bkn mlik sy pon..

tym uh sy tekad nk pndm jew prasaan uh..malu uh jtoh cinta kt awek owg..

sy pnah wat status sal awk kt fb..tataw dr mne kberanian uh dtg..

gilew jiwang..sy pon xsngka ley tngkp leleh cmtoh..

sy ckp : sy nk flirt awk miss y..tataw arh tym uh awk sdr x

owg yg sy mksodkn miss y uh adlh awk..awk dew ckp,xbaek flirt gf owg..

malu gilew sy bca komen awk..nsb sy xltk nma pnuh awk kt status sy uh..

law x twok sy kna bhn ngan awk n mmbe2 sy..

hmm,sy teruja bab dah jtoh cnta ag..excited smpai sy trlps ckp kt bestie sy..

diew lak jns yg caring amt..lps tawu pew ag,twos diew skodeng gamba awk n add awk..

malu yg amt tuhan jew yg tawu tym uh..sy share perihal aty prasaan sy uh kt diew..

diew gewlakkn sy kaw2 pnya..dgn kutukon setepek kna kt muka nih..malu seh..

nk wat cmne..trlajak prahu ley arh sy gostan,trlajak kata nk gostan cmne..trima jlah padahnya..brany wat,brany larh tanggung..

mmg pdn ngan muka sy larh kna bhn ngan bestie sndry tym uh..

lps puas diketawakn dan dikutok baek pnya,sy pon dcide nk lpekn sal prasaan sy trhdp awk..

tamo sy kna bhn twok sgtt ngan kwn2..kang ditudoh pngaco rmhtngga owg lak..isk,tamo2..

tup2 xlme pas uh bestie sy ckp : wey pendek,aq tgk status diew single larh ngok!

sy xcaye tym uh..then sy tgk sndry..ble dpt jew konfemation dr awk yg awk nie

da single aty sy jd berdbr2 blk..excited bro!!tym uh,pew ag...

disbbkn aty sy yg dah berkenan sgt kt awk nie larh sy turutkn jew kata aty..

twos sy confess kt awk yg sy sukakan awk..pastoh awk ley lak anggp sy maen2 kn..

yg si bestie sy uh ley plak bantai maki sy bab sy nie xmnyempat..men pkai redah jew..huhu..

hmm..nk wat cmne..diew pon da msk ngan pangai sy...law sy ckp sy nk uh mmg sy nk larh..

smpai mulot diew da berbuih bab mmbebel pon sy wat dunno jew..

sy ttp ngan pndirian sy utk twos mndekati awk dan cba memikat aty awk..

ble dfikirkn blk,mmg agk buduh tndkn sy tym uh..huhu..malu jew igt blk..

tp sy xmnyesal,sbb sy da brjya smpai ke thp nie..sy ykn,law sy tulus dan ikhlas mnyintai awk,

sy akn dpt gnjaran yg setimpal...sy ckop bertuah krn dipertemukn dgn awk sygg..

xksh larh byk mne malu yg sy tanggung skalipon sblm nie,sy ttp xmnyesal...

malah sy bngga!!!!!sy syg awk sayang!!

hehe..genap ary nie,da 18 ary kta knl..dlm tmpoh uh,sy spt da lme mngenali awk...

sy slesa sgt2 dgn awk sygg...awk berjya mencuit aty sy...slalu sy snyom smpai ke tlinga

law dgr awk yg berckp..lbey2 ag ble awk da stat ckp dialek bhs negeri awk yg sy xbpe nk phm uh..

emm,sy xpnah terpk sy akn jtoh aty ngan owg timor..awk satu2 nya syg..sbb awk ga larh,

sy snggup mnuntut ilmu dr kwn sy...sy mntk diew aja sy berckp dlm dialek negeri awk,pastoh P&P

uh end up ngan sy kna gewlak sakan olh mreka yg xmnghargai usaha sy..hampeh btoll..

klaka sgt kew sy speakin bhs awk??emm..sayo saye awok..klaka kew????????????

isk2..gewam jew dgr kowg gewlak!berbulu aq thn malu...!

syg,ary nie sy create blog yg masi lom adew followers ag bab sy nk luahkn prasaan sy..8least dew ga tmpt mluah prasaan..hehe..

awk tawu kn cmne siksanya perasaan nie ble dipendam..sy nk luah kt 1 dunia 

btapa brhrganya awk pd dry sy..sy nk gtaw smua owg yg sy dah bercinta smula! dah dew kekasih aty slps sekian lme!

tp sy tawu,masanya bkn skang..lgpon sblm nie sy da byk kali mnyusahkn awk..

sy wat awk rimas,tensen ngan skp sy,srba slh,skt aty sme...

awk,demi tuhan..sy xsnggup nk biarkn awk disakiti cmtoh..sy xprnh brniat

nk wat aty awk terluka..sy kesiankn awk..sy xrela awk terluka ag sbb sy sygkn awk,cntakn awk..

jd sy snggup bersbr utk awk..sy akn tnggu awk spt yg awk mnta..sy akn hormati kptsn awk..

cma 1 pinta sy pd awk,tlglah beri sy peluang..

Sayang,

berikan peluang utk dry awk dan sy utk mencuba..

berikan sy ruang utk sy mmenuhi aty awk..

berikn sy ksmptn utk mmbalut luka awk..

biar sy jd pndgr setia awk,biar sy twos membimbing awk slagi ada daya sy dlm hayat nie..

sy akn pastikn awk slamat dan slesa dlm plukan sy..

syg,sy cma hrpkn awk tdk mragui sy ag....

tlglah yakini prasaan sy...aty dan prasaan sy hanya utk awk..

tiada ssiapa yg len dlm dunia nie yg blh mmiliki aty kcil sy nie,slain dr awk..

bab aty sy uh dah tertulis nma awk.. miss y..

hanya awk sowg syg..awk sgala-galanya bg sy..

awk buah aty sy,kekasih aty sy,jiwa sy,hidup sy..

sy tataw pew akn jd kt sy law awk tngglkn sy ag skali..

sesungguhnya tuhan jew yg tawu btapa peritnya,

tenatnya aty & prasaan sy nie selps ditngglkn awk..sesak nfs sy nk igt prkra uh blk..

sy sntiasa igtkn dry sy spy xag mnyakiti awk dan mngasari awk..

tp ary nie..sy wat ag..sy xsngaja lukakn aty awk syg..

sy mntak maaf..sy mrayu syg..tlg jan mrh sy ag..

bab sy xsnggup tgk owg yg sy cnta dilukai..

sy tawu nih slp sy..sy mntk maaf syg..maaf sgt2..tlg

jan pnah trlintas di fkrn uh utk tngglkn sy ag..

sy xsnggup pk knnya,apatah ag nk mmbygknnya...

sy mngkn akn mnjd seowg loser law ditingglkn awk..

jiwa raga sy da sy srhkn pd awk spenuhnya..

longlai tbuh sy,kecot aty prasaan sy ble saat kta bergdow..

sy xsnggup mlaluinya syg..sy spt mnusia yg tade roh,mnusia yg tade aty prasaan

law ditingglkn awk ag...syg tlg..jan tngglkn sy...

sy sygkn awk sgt2..cntakn awk sgt2...sy perlukn awk

utk mmbimbing sy melalui ary2 akn dtg..

p/s:cerita cnta sy tdk berakhir disini..slagi miss y tdk mlepaskn sy,slagi uh sy akn utuh di sni

bercrita sal cnta sy terhdp drynya..ble tba msanya nty,sy akn umumkn 1 dunia diew adlh milik sy!

my wifeey!!saatnya akn tba nty..sy prcya.. =)

1436 miss y..

SOMETIMES - From u for me..

You tell me you're in love with me
That you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't want to stay
But everytime you come too close I move away
I wanna believe in everything that you say
Cuz it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move it slow
There's things about me you just have to know

( chorus )
Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time

I don't wanna be so shy, uh-uh
Everytime that I'm alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You'll see that, you're the only one for me
I wanna believe in everything that you say
Ah cuz it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move it slow
There's things about me, you just have to know

( repeat chorus )

Just hang around and you'll see
There's no where I'd rather be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you

( repeat chorus )
All I really want is to hold you tight
Be with you day and night (fade...)

YANG TERINDAH - From me for u..
Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku
Tiada lagi keresahan
Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku
Tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan

Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah

Maaf jika ku tidak sempurna
Tika bahagia mula menjelma
Bila keyakinan datang merasa
Kasih disalut dengan kejujuran

Mencintai dirimu
Merindui dirimu
Memiliki dirimu
Hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu

Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah

Kau yang bernama cinta
Hingga aku rasa indah 

Sayang...

0522am

20082010

fudo love miss y..

from hubby with love; to my wifeey..

Not love story..its love sorry..

FUDO LOVE HISTORY :

1st love - AKU BYK KALI MKN ATY
(kpd dia,jan trasa aty lak..nie cma kngn lama yg diimbau kmbali..nway,aku dah ley trima ko utk jd kwn biasa aku..hehe..pngajaran dr cinta ko,aku xnk jd buta & tuli krn cinta)

2nd love - AKU TERASA DIPERBODOHKAN
(aku xnk mmaki @ mencarut kt ko..aku cma hrp agr ko ta msg or kol aku lg..tlglah..aku xnk prasaan yg dah aku layukan nie ditaburi baja beracun ko utk membibitkan bunga2 prasaan ag..!Sakit!!i just hope dat i can forget u..pngajaran dr cnta ko,1 gf is not enough..setia ta bererti pd owg yg ta setia..i hope dat,wat u gve u get back sygg..)

3rd love - AKU TADE FEELING DGN DIRINYA
(maafkan aku krn ta dpt mmberi komitmen sepjg brsama dgnmu..aku hrp kta twoskn lost cntact agr ko xmembenci diriku ag..pngajaran dr cinta ko,kita xblh mncintai owg yg mncintai diri kta skiranya kta tade prasaan cinta terhdp dirinya..cinta xblh dipaksa..)

4th love - AIRA NISRINA : PEMBAWA BAHAGIA
(cinta aku pd Aira Nisrina scr kbetulan saling berkait dgn cinta2 aku yg sblm nie..aku berpsh dgn 1st luv ketika kaka aku m'alami kguguran..aku menemui cnta dgn 2nd luv a/b aku diberi kaba berita yg kaka aku hamil ag..hbgn aku dgn 3rd luv berakhir ketika kaka aku sdg sarat mengandung..4th luv aku ketika Aira Nisrina lahir ke dunia pd 13/03/2010..aku amt menyayanginya lbey dr apa pon didunia nie..)

5th love - AKN DATANG.MASI DLM PROSES MENCARI..
(stlh m'alami smua pngalaman nie,aku mula mls utk serius bercinta..skang aku dah single utk 3 bln lbey..hmm,agk bsn..tp palehotak aku xsrabut spt sblm nie..nway,pngajaran drpd cinta lalu pla membuatkn aku lbey berhati2 utk memilih si dia..kdg2 timbul prasaan utk menjd seorg yg ta setia @ player utk mempermainkan owg len spt mna yg pna aku alami dlu..hrp2,niat jht aku xtermakbul..aku xnk larh aku dibenci rmai owg pasnie..ppe pon,i'll neva gve up hope..pencarian si dia masi ditwoskn..8least utk mnghlgkn ase bsn n dpt ga berkongsi kasih syg, suka & duka dgnku..aku hrp aku dpt mnemui si dia dlm msa trdkt nie..)

18.05.09